Bored

Feeling so fastidium, today.

lock the eyeshot, wanna to be go everywhere on line , but feel can't to do. May be the life/ the weather/ the job/ the friend and so on , so down, but the weather to be more %. My mood infect by the weather so manytimes.

Chaos.want to write something, but seems nothing can be write down, don't know where begin.

Hot , outside. Hot my skin. Hot my eye.

want to have a trip, maybe no target. Just leave my position. I've no idea to myself, feel maze in my system. Long for busy, Busy can make me busy, can calm down my heart my soul, and let me know how to leave alone. But now, now, I just can sit down and look the display, and write some words without meaning.

Bored